I'm totally lost for words...
Hello... Am using the iPhone to update my blog. Hahaha... Funny I still can laugh huh...
It has been like more than a year going to two years before I update my blog. The previous blog in October I mentioned that I'm trying for a baby, and yes, my baby is already 13 months this and two weeks old! :) He's really a cutie and a darling to me. He's simply my 宝贝!! Can't upload his pics withy iPhone, guess it's too smart. :p I hope he will grow up to be a happy, healthy and be 平平安安。mummy loves you, Guan Yi. *muacks*
I'm totally lost for words and why am I still talking so much? I really don't know how to put into words. But I'm really disappointed and there's no tears coming despite how much I want to cry. Why does this keep happening over and over again? When can I ever get out from this state???
Fairies n Elves
9:06 PM
my in-laws staying with me TEMPORARY
My inlaws are currently staying with me temporary cos their hse is under renovation. My father in law smokes in the hse. WHICH I REALLY HATE. I have expressed my anger and my displeasure, but then smoking continues. THIS IS MY HOUSE, shouldn't I get some respect? You can smoke but not in my house. Or simply you can go to the toilet, close e door and smoke all you want. Or am I not respecting his freedom to smoke....
Being married isnt that simple. Staying together, I think one has to be automatic. If not, one has to get nagged. Or am I simply too naggy? am I only seen as one who keeps nagging? Maybe I should get a voice changed? or simply I shouldn't speak at all?
I'M DUMB.
I'M BORED.
NOBODY CARES.
Fairies n Elves
2:11 AM
BORED
Woah...finally blogging again after such a long long long long long, i must say a super long time!Me at my new hse. Have gone thru the ceremony and my new house has been renovated. But haven't really moved into it yet. Just staying over like chalet you know. Husband have gone playing soccer. Now he's doing part-time studies at PSB Academy. Classes on every Tues & Thurs. Wed, Sat & Sun have soccer games. We hardly have time together. Nowadays I seldom acc him for soccer games. I'd rather spend the time with my Mum, Dad and Brother ~ Our sunday afternoon are always spent watching movies on my Bro's small computer screen. haha! But that's a kind of bonding there you see..My dad jus had a colonscopy done. Poor thing, have to wash out everything the night b4 he goes for the colonscopy. And the process takes abt 1hr 30mins. and it's damn painful. It's actually to check his condition of his piles. But then my mum said they found something in there that have to be extracted for biopsies.Oh ya...I've left the Japanese co. I've been working for the past 6 and half years. Left the co. for UOB bank for 1 week?!? and then worked as a Secretary cum admin assist for another 3 months and then finally as an Underwriter with CPFB for 1yr+. Underwriter is not an easy job when you have to do all the administrative and paper work yourself. Which I believe this doesn't happen in the private sectors for underwriters. Working in Stat board, you have to work triple for the amount of salary you are paid, that's tough job! And you can always hear pple say "Woah, working in Stat board/govt good mah! good benefits..blah blah.." But they dunno the hard work, sweats and shits we put in. >_<I'm so bored, that's why I've decided to blog. I've got nothing else better to do. Or perhaps I should just doodle on my scrapbook stuff....aiyah...I've just finished watching some Taiwanese drama. "Fated to Love You-命中注定我愛你" and "惡作劇2吻". Woah...I damn love the male actor in "惡作劇2吻" -->Joe Cheng. SO HANDSOME!!! and the female lead is so damn cute. Lent Weilin Part 1 of 惡作劇 and part 2. She too loved the show. kekeke...she said she really understand the feeling of secretly admiring someone..those were the days during our Secondary school. really wished that we are still schooling, working life really sux big time. Somemore! My office got no shuai ge! Got la..got one..very tall and very fair..complexion damn good. But he's very young leh...think he's only 23. Sigh...and I'm like reaching 30yrs old next year?!?!?!?! WTH!Trying for a baby. But got no luck. Probably no fate with a baby yet. I'm struggling my life now...probably the god also don't want my baby to suffer with us. hahaha :pMy shoulders are aching...badly...a need for a good massage. Probably can go for one when I go to Genting next week? Just came back from Tioman actually. Didn't know that it is part of M'sia. All along thought it was part of Indonesia. MALU man... Tioman's actually quite boring if you weren't the sort of Sunshine ppple. Those who loves the sun, the sea and the beach. I'm not that yang guang type though. The fishes in the sea really gave a scare. Cos we fed them with bread contained in a plastic bottle. They really swim in whole group to grope the bread. And the water is so clear that you can actually see the whole group of small fishes! really very fascinating sight. I was actually quite afraid of the deep waters and I really swam very slowly. I think my husband didn't enjoy much cos he need to keep a lookout for me, incase I got left behind. :pHope Genting trip will be an exciting and fruitful trip for me? Exciting as in placing bets at the tables! and fruitful, meaning to hopefully shop for 'more' clothes. HAHAHA! ;DGetting Fatter and fatter. I weigh a good 46kg now leh!! gained a sinful 1.5kg after my wedding. That's bad ok! I really hope to gain back what I weighed when I was in poly ~ 41.5kg. That's 4.5kg to shed! OMG...help me...and I'm not suppose to go on diet now whilst trying for a baby. I don't wish to grow seriously fat after giving birth ok! I must control my diet and try to exercise every now and then! :(Oh..so tired..gotta go take a rest. nitez..
Fairies n Elves
10:46 PM
Rain's Coming Concert
Yesterday was Rain's world tour concert in Singapore. Yes, I get to watch the concert, FREE. Thanks to Casin. Her friend wasn't able to make it to the concert and she asked if either me or Irene wanted to go. So coincidentally, Irene's sister, Joey managed to get a ticket for her at the $688 seats!!!! Lucky girl!! Me and Casin were sitting at the $188 seats. Binoculars is a great help..hahahaha....
Rain's dance moves were simply awesome!!!! *Drool* *Clapz* And his cutest smile and great body....woohoo!!!! But due to his injury on his left when he fell during the concert tour in HongKong, he keep grasping his left arm. He's really professional to endure such and have to keep on dancing...He is suppose to cast his hands but due to the concert in S'pore, he was unable to. *Poor thing*
The way he tease the audiences was simply cute and funny. We are all his Babies...ahahahahahaha....*muacks* He threw a bunch of flowers and three towels to the audience...those pple must be grabbing for them tight. (Hm!)
The concert was ard 2hrs. I really enjoyed this concert, and this is the first time I've attended a concert! He is still dancing vividly in my head...heeheehee....oh my...
http://www.stomp.com.sg/stompcast/mostrecent.html# - A short clip of his interview in Singapore at Mount Faber, Altivo Bar.
Fairies n Elves
8:37 AM
1st Blog in 2007
It's already Year 2007. Happy New Year everyone!!!No resolutions this year, there never have been one...hehehe...1st Mambo nite in 2007...I like this pic..my fren, caca, looks drunk..hahaha...
We had a fun night...laughing and laughing away...and she keep telling me she's thirsty...omg...
There was a guy who wanted to get to know me, he wanted to shook my hand, but i didn't know. Cos we were all stretching out our hands and he stretched out his, I was thinking what was he doing???? Then nene told me this guy wanna know me, but i kept talking to her and that guy was malu. Hahahahaha...I didn't even take a good look at his face. Don't know how he looked like.
Partied till 330am then went home...had a stomachache, puked and went to sleep. Woke up 1030am...luckily no hangover. *TWIST*
Then i watched my drama <>. Met lovelove at night. Cos he going away to Batam on friday, a company sales trip, coming back on Saturday. So shiok ah....i say him, "ur company like going to batam to 'ji ti kio kuay'..." =p
Hope he enjoyed his 1st company overseas trip. =)
Fairies n Elves
3:06 PM
Christmas Present Exchange
I had a early x'mas present exchange with bb. First time during our 6years together. Hahaha.. This is what I got. *Grinz*
Yep, a sonyericsson walkman phone, w850i. *happy*happy*happy*
I bought a Nautica watch for bb. Actually he had already eyed that piece for some time...plus he doesn't have a proper watch. Oh well...he love that watch..same as I love my new hp. Cos I've been eyeing for this phone even right before it was launched. hehehehehehehe... xin xiang shi cheng man...hahahahahaha....
I haven't get presents for my mj gals...I shld be making them gifts, same as last yr ba...haven't got an idea what to make. I've got a fondue set for Weilin. Didn't get anything for mei. mmm...I'm so broke now...haiz...
Fairies n Elves
1:02 PM
The air con is spoilt!!!! Argh!!!!
My department's aircon system is spoilt!!! Something wrong with the compressor I think...the whole department is like an oven!!! PLUS the weather outside is darn hot and sunny, not like ydy!!! Now this is the time that the sky is suppose to drop some rain and blow some cold wind!!! Argh!!!!! I still wear my pants bcos of the horrid cold temperature this morning!!!How I hope I can at least have a fan....
Fairies n Elves
2:52 PM
